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Monday, October 03, 2005


... so sad when someone caught you at a most vulnerable time and unconsciously does something which is very important and very special for you... thus you are left with all these tender feelings for him - feelings borne out of gratefulness for having been the recipient of a very precious gift: like being made to smile at a time when your heart is grieving the most, - and you are reminded of those feelings every time he is around...

The sad part? The fact that he will never truly understand just how much he has turned your life around.... thus you are alone in your feelings, with he unable to grasp just how much those things and eventually even himself, has come to mean so much to you ... That he might never fully appreciate your thankfulness, your joy, the magnitude of your feelings simply because he doesn't share your life... and something inside you is sure that you may never get to share his life too because that's just how things are....

and you are left to just COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS....
kaigachi is a conjugation of the Japanese term "kigaicha" or crazy. It roughly translates as "crazy about something."

"One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light but by making the darkness conscious." - C.Jung

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